Livin a new LifE.... sometimes i regret it

for some people living in a new country...
starting a new ife really is fun...

it was fun...nothing to be regret...
but there something that would make you realize that in the end you'll regret it no matter what happens....

i have fun living here...
but when i realize that there are some thingd that i could do here...its jus like i like to regert the whole thing...

traditions,,,
debut...>>>i cant do them anymore here...
although there are some filipinos doing it here,,,
is a lot different when you are in your own country,,,
partying with the friends you knew since youre a kid...

i wish i could have my debut too...
hhuhu

im really pissed off!!!

argh!!!
im on the end o the limit!!!
the old woman keeps blocking what my dad is reasoning!!!
she would let us enroll in the school...
this is trully a discrimination...
she thibks she can ovrhead us cause she's a whit girl...
then im sorry!!!
if she wont let us enroll i ave to sue her...

theres an act here that said that all children should be send to school...
but whats happening is they dont allow us in...
i really hate it....


DAMN!!!

-= a new start,a new life =-

now that im living in a new country, i need a new start of my life...
but still my past life is still in my heart, i cant forget it...
its the life that makes what i am today...

a new life....
so many things to do...
need to find a job (im only 16!!! and still im looking for a job here)
this is what philippines differ from canada...
in phils, they dont allow children under 18 to work...,
but here, 14 and above can work....
my younger bro has a work now...he's a dog sitter (just like baby sitter just it is a dog..haha)
my uncle bryan said that he'll try to get us to work in the theathre (it is called cinema in phils)
new language...(from tagalog to english)
new pets..(oh yeah after tobi and musha in the phils we have maggie here in the canada)
new friends...
new realtives..
a new life..


that's why i need a new start...

hhaha....just make sense

-= jia You RAINIE =-

-= Living my life =-

sabi nila kapag matalino ka magkakaroon ka ng magandang buhay...
kapag matalino ka nakakaangat ka sa iba....

pero mali sila...

may mga taong di matalino na may magandang buhay...
sipag at tiyaga lng ang puhunan...
syempre kasama na ung TIWALA sa sarili....

eto ung mga linya o storya na laging kong naririnig na ipinangagaral sa amin at ipinangangaral ko sa iba tungkol sa COLLEGE LYF:

"... di baleng di ka makaporma ngayon...di baleng hindi ka mukhang in ngayon...
dahil kapag ikaw ang nakatapos at ngawa mo lhat ng kaya mo...
kaya mo na lahat gawin yan...
at magugulat sila...ikaw nman ang nakakaangat..."
-tito boy


"...nakakuha ka nga ng mataas na marka sa isang subject...pinagtyagaan mo ba???
mas maganda kung ung markang nakuha mo eh ung pinaghirapan mo...
hindi ung nakisama ka lng kaya mo nakuha ung marka mo..."
-tita neng

"...kapag gusto maraming paraan.... kapag ayaw maraming dahilan"
-dad

"...mas lalo kang magiging down kung negative thinker ka..."
-tita cube

"...hwag kang mahiya magtanong...lalo na nasa college ka na...mas gs2 na mga prof na nagtatanong ka dahil doon nila nalalaman na gs2 mong ma22o...."
-tita neng

"....hindi dahil isa lng ung naitama mo sa test mo ay mahihiya ka na...
...test lng yan..khit wla kang alam, 22ruan ka nila.... tinitignan lng nila kung may background ka na sa pinagaaralan mo... dahil kung wala ka pang alam alam nila kung ano ung i22ro sa iyo...
...tska kung ikaw lng ung nkakuha ng isang puntos ibig sabihin di ka nangopya...HONESTY... my point ka na sa pagiging honest mo...."
-me



minsan mula sa mga sinasabi ntin o nila...dun tayo kumukuha ng inspiration....
pero lagi nating isipin na KAYA NATIN TO!!!
dahil hindi lng nman sarili ntin ung ma22lungan ntin...
pati na ung pamilya, at ung mga taong nasa paligid ntin....

"MIRACLES HAPPEN...when you believe"

"DREAMING is BELIEVING"

"believe in yourself"

"...JIA YOU..."

-= raining...raining =-

...i often thought why does the cloud fall a lot of rain where i am today...

its like the clouds are crying, the darkness fill the sky then it starts to cry...

why???

i always thought the scientific explanation why does it rains...but now...
i just thought thru my own feelings...my own emotions...

right now im infront of the computer watching a tv series that i even not understand what they were saying...im just contented by the subtitles...but as of now...the sky starts to cry again...
some people maybe happy...some people may not...

i used to like rain when i was young coz' i grew up in my grandma's province...but when i transfered in the city...my mom wouldnt allow us to have fun under the rain...
its true that in our city....we almost have acid rains...that's why we cant come in the rain...

maybe some other tie i can join the rain...maybe she'll be happie if she can saw xhildren playing around her...