...i often thought why does the cloud fall a lot of rain where i am today...
its like the clouds are crying, the darkness fill the sky then it starts to cry...
why???
i always thought the scientific explanation why does it rains...but now...
i just thought thru my own feelings...my own emotions...
right now im infront of the computer watching a tv series that i even not understand what they were saying...im just contented by the subtitles...but as of now...the sky starts to cry again...
some people maybe happy...some people may not...
i used to like rain when i was young coz' i grew up in my grandma's province...but when i transfered in the city...my mom wouldnt allow us to have fun under the rain...
its true that in our city....we almost have acid rains...that's why we cant come in the rain...
maybe some other tie i can join the rain...maybe she'll be happie if she can saw xhildren playing around her...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
-= Fated to love you =-
...a new series that ive ben watching...
its a story of a girl name s xin yi...xin yi is called the sticky girl in their town because when someone needs her...she'll help but after she's done helpng others, others just ignore or throw her away...
here's the real story of it..
xin yi go on a cruise after taken a medicine... she wants her boyfriend to come back but as her luck fells down she turn to have a one night stand with a stranger...
who was the stranger???
he's not other than cun xi... he's the man all the girls fancis...
rich, handsome, and an inhertor of a company...
he was trying to propose to his girlfriend but his girlfriend turns him down...whats after next he broke down and get himself drunked...leaving xin yi and himself to dao a one night stand...
reporters are always around...no wonder they were the one who knew xin yi is pregnant...
de to chen xi's grandma's request they had to get married...
Because of the Ji family’s heredity illness, there are few males in each generation. Up to now, there was only one male heir for the past nine generations. This causes the matriarch of the family, Zhen Zhu Granny, to lose sleep with worry as she feared that this tiny family flame would be extinguished! Granny hoped that her grandson would be like the scions of other rich family and had many women. Unfortunately this grandson is decent and self-respecting. One day, granny accidentally discovered that Xin Yi is carrying Chun Xi’s baby. Maybe the Ji family’s ancestors had blessed her and finally gave her a “little golden great grandchild”. Therefore granny insisted that Chun Xi marries Xin Yi so that on the day she dies, she can face the Ji family ancestors. Granny forced Chun Xi to marry Xin Yi by threatening to call and tell his girlfriend of three years, so Chun Xi has no choice but to marry Xin Yi in order to fulfill her wish in life. But Chun Xi discovered that he could not face the fact of his marriage and couldn’t decide whether to run away at the last minute or pluck up the courage to take responsibility. At this time, he discovered that they must date and romance under his granny’s request.
Actually Chun Xi has a girlfriend of three years Anna (Bianca Bai). He had proposed to her many times before but was gently turned down each time. But Chun Xi continued to quietly wait for Anna to promise to marry him and leave everything behind. Anna did not want to marry because of her career and now he accidentally caused Xin Yi to become pregnant. But fortunately Anna was away on an overseas performance tour, giving him time to settle this mixed-up affair. Chun Xi, without his granny’s knowledge, secretly signed a pre-marriage contract with Xin Yi which states that they would divorce after the baby is born. Chun Xi promised to give Xin Yi a sum of money and after that they would have nothing to do with each other. Xin Yi agreed after careful consideration for the sake of her baby. Chun Xi’s plan was that, after the baby is born and Anna returns back after her tour completed, he and Xin Yi’s contract would be due and he can resume his relationship with Anna.
The unknowing Xin Yi moved into Chun Xi’s house and began to learn to get along with Chun Xi. The two strangers, from being unable to adapt initially, learned to get used to each other. This is a very subtle change, of the two people who lived under the same roof but has nothing to do with each other, slowly started interacting due to the trivia matters that happened in their lives. Xin Yi moved into Chun Xi’s bedroom under granny’s request and Chun Xi then went to the guest room to sleep under a pretext. But he slowly discovered that he doesn’t like the loneliness of sleeping alone and would often go back to his original room in the middle of the night. After some time, sleeping with someone by his side became a habit. The Chun Xi who doesn’t like to return home for dinner started to return home regularly and the Chun Xi who vowed not to help in anything also started to shop for baby’s wallpapers and children toys.
When they thought that they are happy, the ticking time bomb Anna who had been kept in the dark returned. Chun Xi never thought that his unresolved relationship with Anna would hurt Xin Yi, who disappeared after leaving behind a divorce agreement. He had thought that this would be the best ending, but Xin Yi had unknowingly captured his heart. He vowed that if he can find Xin Yi again, he would start over and pursue her; and this time it would not be the way a father treats the mother of his child, but as a man treats a woman…
Meanwhile, Xin Yi goes to Shanghai to study ceramics with Dylan. [1]
...well...thats what the story goes ill edit this post when the series is finish...
its a story of a girl name s xin yi...xin yi is called the sticky girl in their town because when someone needs her...she'll help but after she's done helpng others, others just ignore or throw her away...
here's the real story of it..
xin yi go on a cruise after taken a medicine... she wants her boyfriend to come back but as her luck fells down she turn to have a one night stand with a stranger...
who was the stranger???
he's not other than cun xi... he's the man all the girls fancis...
rich, handsome, and an inhertor of a company...
he was trying to propose to his girlfriend but his girlfriend turns him down...whats after next he broke down and get himself drunked...leaving xin yi and himself to dao a one night stand...
reporters are always around...no wonder they were the one who knew xin yi is pregnant...
de to chen xi's grandma's request they had to get married...
Because of the Ji family’s heredity illness, there are few males in each generation. Up to now, there was only one male heir for the past nine generations. This causes the matriarch of the family, Zhen Zhu Granny, to lose sleep with worry as she feared that this tiny family flame would be extinguished! Granny hoped that her grandson would be like the scions of other rich family and had many women. Unfortunately this grandson is decent and self-respecting. One day, granny accidentally discovered that Xin Yi is carrying Chun Xi’s baby. Maybe the Ji family’s ancestors had blessed her and finally gave her a “little golden great grandchild”. Therefore granny insisted that Chun Xi marries Xin Yi so that on the day she dies, she can face the Ji family ancestors. Granny forced Chun Xi to marry Xin Yi by threatening to call and tell his girlfriend of three years, so Chun Xi has no choice but to marry Xin Yi in order to fulfill her wish in life. But Chun Xi discovered that he could not face the fact of his marriage and couldn’t decide whether to run away at the last minute or pluck up the courage to take responsibility. At this time, he discovered that they must date and romance under his granny’s request.
Actually Chun Xi has a girlfriend of three years Anna (Bianca Bai). He had proposed to her many times before but was gently turned down each time. But Chun Xi continued to quietly wait for Anna to promise to marry him and leave everything behind. Anna did not want to marry because of her career and now he accidentally caused Xin Yi to become pregnant. But fortunately Anna was away on an overseas performance tour, giving him time to settle this mixed-up affair. Chun Xi, without his granny’s knowledge, secretly signed a pre-marriage contract with Xin Yi which states that they would divorce after the baby is born. Chun Xi promised to give Xin Yi a sum of money and after that they would have nothing to do with each other. Xin Yi agreed after careful consideration for the sake of her baby. Chun Xi’s plan was that, after the baby is born and Anna returns back after her tour completed, he and Xin Yi’s contract would be due and he can resume his relationship with Anna.
The unknowing Xin Yi moved into Chun Xi’s house and began to learn to get along with Chun Xi. The two strangers, from being unable to adapt initially, learned to get used to each other. This is a very subtle change, of the two people who lived under the same roof but has nothing to do with each other, slowly started interacting due to the trivia matters that happened in their lives. Xin Yi moved into Chun Xi’s bedroom under granny’s request and Chun Xi then went to the guest room to sleep under a pretext. But he slowly discovered that he doesn’t like the loneliness of sleeping alone and would often go back to his original room in the middle of the night. After some time, sleeping with someone by his side became a habit. The Chun Xi who doesn’t like to return home for dinner started to return home regularly and the Chun Xi who vowed not to help in anything also started to shop for baby’s wallpapers and children toys.
When they thought that they are happy, the ticking time bomb Anna who had been kept in the dark returned. Chun Xi never thought that his unresolved relationship with Anna would hurt Xin Yi, who disappeared after leaving behind a divorce agreement. He had thought that this would be the best ending, but Xin Yi had unknowingly captured his heart. He vowed that if he can find Xin Yi again, he would start over and pursue her; and this time it would not be the way a father treats the mother of his child, but as a man treats a woman…
Meanwhile, Xin Yi goes to Shanghai to study ceramics with Dylan. [1]
...well...thats what the story goes ill edit this post when the series is finish...
post tommorow*~*
-= my favoriTe model =-

im sure all of us have their role model...
all of us are into something....
and some of us have their fave actor or actress...
but mine...i really contended to my role model...
her name is ELLA CHEN...
sounds familiar???
she's the female lead in hana kimi that was shown here by abs...
and she's a member of S.H.E....
earlier this morning as i was watching the news i saw an article that shows S.H.E. in somwhere in india...i really felt somthing that i had the right choice to be her fan....cause she's not only an actress a singer...she's also a citizen with a pure heart...
i remember she almost cried when she was interviewed about the place they was... i saw the sincere eyes of pure kindess...i know some actress or actor just do it for publicity..but as for her the way she answered and cried about it i thought i just been strucked by an lighting...
even thought many rumors are around her... she kept that smile... the sincerest smile id ever seen in my entire life...i really do wish to meet her in person... i liked the way she sings she dress (mind you even thought she dressed like a man or a female she still looks stunning)...and the way she care about other people...
for me she's not just my fave atrist in the world
but she was the role model for me...
and id sure wanna grow ol like her
all of us are into something....
and some of us have their fave actor or actress...
but mine...i really contended to my role model...
her name is ELLA CHEN...
sounds familiar???
she's the female lead in hana kimi that was shown here by abs...
and she's a member of S.H.E....
earlier this morning as i was watching the news i saw an article that shows S.H.E. in somwhere in india...i really felt somthing that i had the right choice to be her fan....cause she's not only an actress a singer...she's also a citizen with a pure heart...
i remember she almost cried when she was interviewed about the place they was... i saw the sincere eyes of pure kindess...i know some actress or actor just do it for publicity..but as for her the way she answered and cried about it i thought i just been strucked by an lighting...
even thought many rumors are around her... she kept that smile... the sincerest smile id ever seen in my entire life...i really do wish to meet her in person... i liked the way she sings she dress (mind you even thought she dressed like a man or a female she still looks stunning)...and the way she care about other people...
for me she's not just my fave atrist in the world
but she was the role model for me...
and id sure wanna grow ol like her
-= Suan Tian=-
in english it means suan=sour tian=sweet...
just getting fond with chinese music especially S.H.E and farenheit ones...^^
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
kan dao ni de wei xiao xiang ke kou de ying tao
Looking at your cherry-like smile,
xiao zhe dui wo shuo ni hao tian mi dao zha diao
When you smile at me saying "Hello", the sweetness is bursting
kuai le bai zai can zhuo wo hao xiang chi dao bao
With happiness on the dining table, I want to eat my fill
he yi kou lang man wo jiu kai shi zui dao
Just one sip of romance, and I am getting drunk
o er xu yao chi cu ci ji wei lei
Sometimes I need jealousy to be stimulated
hao rang ni fa xian wo shi duo me ke gui
So that you will learn to treasure
mejia yi dian xiang nian jia yi dian mao xian
Add a little longing, add a little risk
xin fu de zi wei wo tiao wei
I will concoct the taste of happiness
cai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether it is sweet or sour, I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the
suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the decision
cai ji huai yi ai mei wo dou ye yu ti hui
Guessing, doubting and ambiguity, I am willing to try them all
ai qing shi yi zhong zhi jue mei shen me jue dui
Love is intuition, there is no right or wrong
wo men tian sheng yi dui zhen xin jiu shi jue pei
We are born for each other, our true love is compatible
suan tian de hui yi mei tian dou yao hui wei
The sour sweet memories, I think of them
o er xu yao chi cu ci ji wei lei
Sometimes I need jealousy to be stimulated
hao rang ni fa xian wo shi duo me ke gui
So that you will learn to treasure
mejia yi dian xiang nian jia yi dian mao xian
Add a little longing, add a little risk
xing fu de zi wei wo tiao wei
I will concoct the taste of happiness
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
suan suan tian tian de hao zi wei you wo lai zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
Lala~ suan suan tian tian~ Lala~
Lala~ Sour and Sweet~ Lala~
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
lovely lyric...haha
just getting fond with chinese music especially S.H.E and farenheit ones...^^
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
kan dao ni de wei xiao xiang ke kou de ying tao
Looking at your cherry-like smile,
xiao zhe dui wo shuo ni hao tian mi dao zha diao
When you smile at me saying "Hello", the sweetness is bursting
kuai le bai zai can zhuo wo hao xiang chi dao bao
With happiness on the dining table, I want to eat my fill
he yi kou lang man wo jiu kai shi zui dao
Just one sip of romance, and I am getting drunk
o er xu yao chi cu ci ji wei lei
Sometimes I need jealousy to be stimulated
hao rang ni fa xian wo shi duo me ke gui
So that you will learn to treasure
mejia yi dian xiang nian jia yi dian mao xian
Add a little longing, add a little risk
xin fu de zi wei wo tiao wei
I will concoct the taste of happiness
cai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether it is sweet or sour, I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the
suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the decision
cai ji huai yi ai mei wo dou ye yu ti hui
Guessing, doubting and ambiguity, I am willing to try them all
ai qing shi yi zhong zhi jue mei shen me jue dui
Love is intuition, there is no right or wrong
wo men tian sheng yi dui zhen xin jiu shi jue pei
We are born for each other, our true love is compatible
suan tian de hui yi mei tian dou yao hui wei
The sour sweet memories, I think of them
o er xu yao chi cu ci ji wei lei
Sometimes I need jealousy to be stimulated
hao rang ni fa xian wo shi duo me ke gui
So that you will learn to treasure
mejia yi dian xiang nian jia yi dian mao xian
Add a little longing, add a little risk
xing fu de zi wei wo tiao wei
I will concoct the taste of happiness
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour, I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
suan suan tian tian de hao zi wei you wo lai zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
Lala~ suan suan tian tian~ Lala~
Lala~ Sour and Sweet~ Lala~
chai kai le ai qing de bao xian
Once the freshness of love has been opened
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping wo gan jue zi you lai tiao xuan
Choosing accordingly to my feel
suan suan tian tian you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
ping wei zhe ai qing de suan tian
Tasting the sweet and sour of love
shang wei qi xian shi mei shang xian
There is no limit to the expiry date
ping tan nong lie wo dou bu ju jue
I do not mind if it's bland or strong
suan suan tian tian dou you wo zuo zhu
Whether is it sweet or sour I make the decision
lovely lyric...haha
earthquake, storm and cyclone -=really brakes my heart=-
woooh....
an earthquake in wenchuan china...
a storm in the philippines...
and a cyclone in the myanmar...(am i ryt??)
it really breaks my heart when i saw the victims of each tragedy in the news...
i didnt know what happens in the cyclone...
ny aunties where part in the storm in the phils...
the mall my dad was handling was in a huge problem now...
because of the storm many people now are homeless..
the worst is in china...
many people buried alive in thousands of building or homes...
and a school even fall...
i remember when i saw a man under the walls...the rescuers are pulling him, trying to make all the things that could save him....many people where happy today...
yesterday im in my auntie's house we were celebrating their feast but i cant get happy as i can get when nothing was happened... i can smile...laugh... but sometimes i just kept queit... and think that
if i could help them...
i would do anything...
i will do it...
but im just an ordinary citizen...
an ordinary teenager...
the only i can do is pray that we can surpass all of it
an earthquake in wenchuan china...
a storm in the philippines...
and a cyclone in the myanmar...(am i ryt??)
it really breaks my heart when i saw the victims of each tragedy in the news...
i didnt know what happens in the cyclone...
ny aunties where part in the storm in the phils...
the mall my dad was handling was in a huge problem now...
because of the storm many people now are homeless..
the worst is in china...
many people buried alive in thousands of building or homes...
and a school even fall...
i remember when i saw a man under the walls...the rescuers are pulling him, trying to make all the things that could save him....many people where happy today...
yesterday im in my auntie's house we were celebrating their feast but i cant get happy as i can get when nothing was happened... i can smile...laugh... but sometimes i just kept queit... and think that
if i could help them...
i would do anything...
i will do it...
but im just an ordinary citizen...
an ordinary teenager...
the only i can do is pray that we can surpass all of it
ill be leaving...soon
nyaRR~
last yr ko na sana sa PCS
sana 4th yr na ako...
but here i am...
nothing has ever change but ill be leaving soon...
sometimes i just want to cry out loud just someone notice me..
to tell the truth lagi ko gnagawa un...
as if araw araw akong umiiyak...sometimes parang nagpapapansin lng, but most of the time kc nasasakan na ako...
canada..
sa july 21 na alis nmin...
i didnt know if tentative pa ba ung sched or what...
but that day is the most special day for me that i want to cry before i left my home...
i hope sana pagbalik nmin everything will not change
ganun parin pagbalik ko...
ung mga taong mahal ko..
di ako makakalimutan...
i just hope so
last yr ko na sana sa PCS
sana 4th yr na ako...
but here i am...
nothing has ever change but ill be leaving soon...
sometimes i just want to cry out loud just someone notice me..
to tell the truth lagi ko gnagawa un...
as if araw araw akong umiiyak...sometimes parang nagpapapansin lng, but most of the time kc nasasakan na ako...
canada..
sa july 21 na alis nmin...
i didnt know if tentative pa ba ung sched or what...
but that day is the most special day for me that i want to cry before i left my home...
i hope sana pagbalik nmin everything will not change
ganun parin pagbalik ko...
ung mga taong mahal ko..
di ako makakalimutan...
i just hope so
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